31: Plagarism

so they copy each other's lab reports yet they don't know what their copying. very smart indeed.

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I have to learn to be thankful, I have to learn to play the cards I am dealt with I will not admit defeat, I will not back down, I will not degenerate, degrade, be worse, there is no alternative path, there is only better and better and better. because I deserve my best. I deserve to justify why I am alive this day.

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I hate doing household chores. I need a maid.

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I need to start working out properly.

I am getting fat and losing my muscle tone. I am serious. I want to give up sometimes, but I know this is all I got and this is what I deserve. I deserve a beautiful body although I have no one to show it off to in this stupid place.

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I despise the chatter from around in all it's mundane sounds and relentless voices.

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I long for the city.