I cannot sleep

because I'm thinking of home and home is all I can think of at the moment.

And I think I'm very frustrated. Just that the frustration has not truly surfaced yet.

because my clients, sigh my clients, have little aptitude in creative problem solving, or any form of problem solving, their minds struggle to recognize patterns, to organize algorithms, to simplify information, to adapt, to suggest. They are timid. and slow in progressing.

And I am getting more and more tensed by every passing day.

Can I say they are not suited for learning? Physics especially.

***

So many variables that I have no control on. but myself.

***

If you remember
how it was to be who you were
If you remember
what it felt like when life was pure
Then remember,
remember the jest and joy you had
unhinged, untied to the world's demand

Then perhaps you'd remember

that dream you had

that came cascading as naturally as the winter's snow.

that dream to learn, to love and to reach

and if you only remember one

let your dream be to not exist but to live.